Random but entertaining, it's just self- body & mind.

I like pretty colors and fairytales… my idea of a good conversation is over a movie I just watched with a friend. I love superheroes. I like dogs and small animals and really big animals. I like ideas, dreams and viewing individuals and situations in the grey because I think of it as “if it were me”. I enjoy upbeat bass music but also the soft melodies of piano and cello and rock of course. Sylvester Stallone was a huge idol of mine for a long time and now it seems to be Dolph Lundgren, maybe not an idol but a man of all sorts that are potential dreams of mine. I love the idea of winning of fight but I can’t even really lie all that often. Orca Whales are my favorite animal. I hope to roadtrip to quite a few places including California, Squamish, Telegraph Cove, Calgary and probably Florida. I have a fairly dark side depending on your definition. I like painting my nails and feeling soft and elegant. I view people for why they do things, not necessarily what they did. My room is yellow with flower stickers all over it, but also with sexy half-naked calender boys and Iron man and Terminator posters. I like pink and black things. I don’t really know who I am, in the future I hope to get married and have a baby boy and a garden of my very own. Running is something I truly enjoy and lifting weights makes me feel tough even though my body is fairly fragile and I seem to scar quite a bit. My life isn’t as easy as it possibly could be but I get called “lucky” more than I would think was true. Positive and negative go hand in hand depending on how I feel. For some reason I really want a passion that is a part of my life, yes I used to draw all the time, I used to bake all the time… now I just enjoy writing for the most part and trying to help people if I have the tools to do so. Going to Douglas College next year for Sociology, maybe than I can unlock my potential. I just wish I knew who I was, because all I seem to continue to be is “simple”. I wish I was something more sometimes, but at the same time, isn’t that a good thing? Simple. Hmph.