The hope always returns.

I feel like I can’t keep anything good, everything just fades away or I walk. It’s as if I lost so many people that were important to me that I tried to fill the gap with work and I ended up losing that too. Only now do I find myself visiting the chances of friendship once again, only now am I debating looking for another lover. Only now, am I beginning to see a hopeful future again. Everything is stripped of me and all these tears make it seem as if this won’t last for long, but as long as you can see a shred of sunshine behind the trees… you’ll know it’s there forever.