Blar, blar, don’t know what to do… blahrrr.

Alright so now everything seems to be in order. I bought my hair-dye today so I have now purchased everything that I’ll be needing for Graduation. This is good. My mother and aunt seem to have a plan for everything and I collected tickets today and will hopefully be getting five more for my guests, I have some forms I need to hand in and some loose papers but this is looking good. I’ll arrive with a good friend, sit at a table with some friends and others, and than dance all night and such with my girls and whoever is on the dance floor. I hope this turns out and I hope I feel like the bell of the ball and as it seems with my dress, shoes, earrings, corsage, garder, hairstyle and whatever else… it’s lookin’ up. I have one course left, Geography, and the project will be done this week and than final next week when my teacher decides to write it. Stress level is still very high and I have knots in my neck, cramps, and a badass headache that won’t decrease pain level even after two weeks… this is awesome. One part of me wants everything just DONE and OVER WITH, but yet, when it’s all over I know how much I’ll end up missing it later on so I’m almost satisfied with this stress. I’m just confused and out of it and I want some clarity someday soon.