a girl lost all selfishness and past shackles, a girl abolished all hatred and regret and created something bright. A girl became so selfless and hopeful, with only the thirst of curiosity and passion swirling around in her lungs. One breath in and one breath out. A choice had to be made, to let go and confide in another or to suffer alone in a basket affect of weaving desire and stab wounds. Tonight, this girl opened her mouth to allow a smile to glide across her face, to allow a fellow enemy to have his day and to allow an old friend to take a glance into the future with hopeful hands and a strong will. People don’t have to change, but they do. People don’t have to make the right choices in life, but when they do magical things happen. I never thought I would see this day, I never thought a night so dark could not even attempt to dim the happiness aura surrounding strangers. I never knew that one day I could be so strong, be so selfless, be so happy for something that would have otherwise torn my heart out. The heart is an amazing thing, to be able to love somebody so much and than allow them to love somebody else and to be ecstatic for them. Love, it’s such a beautiful thing. Passing your heart around for individuals to get a taste and than decide who gets to hold the whole damn thing. Tonight I realized how strongly my heart sits in another man’s strong hands, and how beautiful it is to allow another feminine palm to grasp the heart you once held. Moving on, being selfless, enjoying the heat of the moment… realizing where you stand today. Life is just so fucking beautiful and I am so happy that I had the courage to open my eyes to it, I am so happy that I am no longer blind. I. stand. here. tonight. right. where. I. was. meant. too. I am free.
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