Sometimes it just hits you and other times it just slips on by.

Break-ups, yes you probably all know I have had one recently. June 4th -__- cause I remember these things. As it seems, at times it makes you cry and breakdown and really feel it and other times you just kinda “meh” on by. The thing I thought about today was how much I got from that relationship, not necessarily because it was a relationship but just the things that come from a strong bond. He likes drinking tea so next thing I know I’m trying out tea and than I fall in love with Chai Tea. He likes watching Hockey so I end up watching all of the final games and cheering on the Canucks in a jersey at Boston Pizza even after he broke it off. I find myself downloading TV series and listening to Dead by April. I find myself more confident because of how he saw me and how we were intimate together. I find myself… I find myself reliving the memories and attempting to cherish every morsel of good that came from it. However, knowing everything and knowing who he is and how we were, it also defines how angry it makes me that he has already moved on. It’s just so sad, because I know exactly how he is going to make her feel and I still wish it were me.